life:F*ck a Flaws and All

This is by no means a women-bashing post but if I hear one more chick declare this ideaology as an excuse to be a dickhead, asshole, b*tch, etc somebody is going to catch a judo chop to the back of the neck. There is a song by Beyonce named "Flaws and All" which I too enjoy (calm down Bey-Buffs). I simpley enjoy the raw instrumentals and her strobg yet gracious voice on the track but I am by no means supporting the message. This message has been adopted by many women I know and at first I assumed it to be related with the fanship of Bey but this philosophy was before her.

What is this philosophy you ask?

Accept me flaws and all. If you want to be with me you should accept all of me bad as well as my good.

There is a problem.

To say here is whats wrong with me and you need to deal with it is one of the most selfish and arrogant things you can say. Especially if you complain about problems in others. No person should use such things to excuse foolish actions. Now what I will accept is that it takes time for a person to grow and better themselves. We are suppose to constantly want to improve ourselves, not for the sake of others but to want to be better people. What ever happened to what we were told as shortys? "Treat others the way you want to be treated." Of course I am not perfect myself but I have family and friends that constant check me if I get out of pocket and I take it with stride, evaluate myself and improve. It's a process and I will recognize your process and that I will accept.

random:10 Things I Like

1.Mistic & Sour Skittles

2.Dancing while eating

3.Sarcasm

4.Arizona! Arizona! ARIZONA!!!!

5.Watching people without rhythm dance

It makes me happy to see people who can't dance..dancing their ass off. Its some authentic ish.

6. Watching cartoons endlessly

7.Playing Spades

the perfect way to score lunch money from your unassuming classmates that didn’t grow up in the hood

8.People watching

they’re so similar in so many ways and they have no clue

9.Doodlage

10."White" Music

Little Dragon, Disco Biscuits, Broken Bells, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Counting Crows, Vampire Weekend, MGMT, The Doobie Brothers, Empire of the Sun, Islands, Kate Nash, Oasis, Radiohead, etc. I listen to it more than any other "genre".

How about you?

music:It has no business on my playlist....but whatever

After reviewing my music catalogue i just realized that some of the music just doesn't belong there...but then again I like it all. And unashamedly so. I have it all from Teddy P to Meatloaf. While the elitist in me wants to delete "On Fire" by Lloyd Banks the other half wants to turn the volume up on "Take It Off" by UGK. I consider myself somewhat of a purveyor of all things musically pure...but every now and again I dabble in some less than artistic sounds. But that's the beauty of aesthetics...it's all in they eye of the beholder. So here they are. Junk that I love that has no place in my collection. Don't Judge me...

1. Souljah Boy-Booty Meat

2. The Doobie Brothers-Listen to the Music

3. Cam'ron-The Bottom of the P*ssy Hole

4. Meatloaf-I Would Do Anything For Love

5. Dr. Dre-Explosive(perhaps one of the most mysoginistic and disrespectful songs ever made. Low key its one of my favorite songs ever...smh at myslef)

6. Another Bad Creation-Iesha

7. Bel Biv Devoe-Do Me Baby

8. Black Eyed Peas-Meet Me Halfway

9. Oran "Juice" Jones-The Rain

10. Peaches-F*ck the Pain Away(the drums on this track are insane)

11. Rob Roy-Fur In My Cap

12. J-Kwon -Hood Hop

13. Mark Morrison-Return of the Mack

14. Jonas Brothers-When You Look Me In The Eyes

15. Tony Yayo-I Know You Dont Love Me

16. Justin Timberlake & the Lonely Island-Dick In A Box

17. Ciara-Like A Surgeon

18. Lil Flip-This Is The Way We Ball

19. Puffy Daddy-Diddy

20. NSync-Tearing Up My Heart

21. Justin Beiber-One Time

22. Oobie-Oh Na Na

23. Gorilla Zoe-I Like Them Girls

24. Eddie Murphy-My Girl Wants To Party All The Time

25. Nelly-Flap Your Wings

26. Beyonce-Resentment

27. R. Kelly-Trapped in the closet(yep...every last chapter)

28. Dipset-Push it(Remix)

29. Ying Yang Twins-Whistle While You Work

30. Crystal Waters-Gypsy Woman

31. DJ Nate-Lil Momma Bad As Hell

32. Jim Jones-Summer With Miami

33. TLC-No Scrubs(thank you girls in 6th grade for singing that song and getting it eternally stuck in my head)

34. Wacka Flocka Flame- O Lets Do It

35. Color Me Bad-I Want To Sex You Up

So there you go. Laugh if you want. But hey...I like what I like. And I'm ok with that.

me:Cloud 9

The world slows down for her,
In layers of paper and green.
Her face continues to shine bright
The ashes I stare,
Til the flame is unclean and obscene.

She has adapted a world,
To which I control.
No one understands what I see…
My body moves fast.
My brain is wide and slow.

To outside noise, I numb my ears….
In darkness, she helps me confront my fears….
In sleep with her, I lose my mind….
To everyhing outside this world, I will be blind…

In emotional toil,
I slave myself.
My ideas range,
Between logic and foolishness.
As this vertigo wave,
Drowns my eyes.
I flicker through other worlds.
Reaction is lost.

With her I’ve, cried a little….
Because of her I’ve died a little…
Because of her, I’ve tried a lot…
With her, I’ve escaped lies a lot

As she plays with my lungs,
I cough,
I choke.
And when this feeling
slowly fades,
her face lights up like a flame.
And starts again.

With her, to everything else I have numb ears…
In darkness, with her I’ve escaped my fears…
I sleep, with her a heavy breath….
In time, there is never death…

I’ve cried a little….
I’ve tried so hard…
I died a little….
These lies I keep….escaping....with her.....

random:.....

Though we have happened to part
Lord knows I didn't want that
But hey, we can't be mad at God
We met that day for a reason
I think I'm on the right track now

life:"Im A Real Girl" (Pinocchio voice)

I remember when chicks were goodie two shoes/but now they turned to freaks/allofasudden we love you Haza, ease off g/my name is Henry/Henry this, Henry that/where are you going, where you at/these chicks don't know me from jack/now they all on my sack/you didn't want me then, so hon, don't want me now/here, here, take the towel/wipe off above your eyebrows/and take the fake colored contacts out your eye/you're far from looking stupid fly/you get an e for effort, and n-t for nice try/tell me what's the reason for dying your hair gold/fake diamonds still danglin in your ear/you barely have a neck but still sportin a rope/extentions just so Hen can scope/you looked in the mirror, didn't know what to do/yesterday your eyes were green but today they are blue/your entire appearance is a lie and it could never be true/and if you really loved yourself then you would take the time out to be you/if your hair and eyes were real, I wouldn't have dissed you/but since you copped it, I had to dismiss you/if you can't achieve it, please don't try and weave it/if you can't extend it then you might as well suspend it/if you can't braid it, best thing to do is fade it/I asked who did your hair and you tell me Brandy's Pro 10 made it/if you were you and just you, talk to you, maybe/but I can't stand no bionic lady/trying hard to look hot, but yo you're lookin dumber/if I wanted someone like you I would swing with jessie summers/you wanna be treated right, see Father MC/or hit Ralph Tresvant line for Sensativity/I am not the one

music:New Favorites

Recently I discovered three bands (Little Dragon, Islands and Broken Bells) on one of my random music searches. Check em out.

Little Dragon is an electronic music band, based in Gothenburg, Sweden. It consists of Swedish-Japanese singer Yukimi Nagano (vocals, percussion) and her close high-school friends Erik Bodin (drums), Fredrik Källgren Wallin (bass), and Håkan Wirenstrand (keyboards).

Islands is an indie rock band based in Montreal, Quebec.

Broken Bells is an American indie rock band featuring artist–producer Danger Mouse (billed by his real name, Brian Burton) and James Mercerthe lead vocalist and guitarist for the indie rock band The Shins.